Here’s a short introduction to Colin Andrews life story. It’s a nice introduction to the man and the work that matters most to him. Whatever you feel about Colin, you have to admire his tenacity and his conviction towards understanding a greater truth.
Everyday I remember that I have cancer and that death may be just around the corner. I know I can heal but I don’t know for sure that I will heal. As my wife sometimes tells me :
Maybe no matter what you do to heal, it’s your destiny to die of cancer.
I’m open to that possibility and I would be a fool not to be. Life has no purpose but it may have a destiny. I am often reminded of that Great Buddhist Philosopher Forrest Gump :
I don’t know if we each have a destiny, or if we’re all just floating around accidental-like on a breeze, but I, I think maybe it’s both. Maybe both is happening at the same time.
Everything is ok as it is. Destiny, no destiny. Everything just as it is.
I kill positive thinking for breakfast but I honour optimism and the power of negative thinking. Negative thinking shows us where we are really at. When we listen to the message of fear, everything is ok. When we hide and deny fear as it is, we die miserably.
Stupid is, as stupid does !
The I don’t pay movement is apparently spreading across Europe. One wonders – how far will it go ? What seems legitimate in principle (I don’t pay bank fees for example or I don’t pay outrageous rates on my house or an airline saying I don’t pay that ridiculous price for Avgas) might spiral out of control and turn into something completely stupid ! Just how far will it go, especially when it hits America ???
This morning, my wife and I had a remarkable experience. But to tell you about it I need to talk a little about TIME.
It’s probably only been the last 50 years that man has really been able to generate some kind of rational understanding of time. And I doubt that we are anywhere near understanding the true nature of time. But two things seem true to me. First, time has an objective and a subjective component. Our objective perception of time may be linked to the regular firings (1 per second) of the Suprachiasmatic Nucleus (SCN) (just above the optic chiasm) in the brain. The SCN is thought to control circadian rhythms. These firings appear to change at different times of the day, in response to light and day and the energy of the body. SO basically the body has its own internal clock, that seems to chart the progress of this invisible dimension – that we like to call time. Our subjective experience of time, may also be related to the SCN but I think it is probably related as much to functioning of the brain as the environment surrounding us. So here’s the second thing that I think is true – time appears to exists as a dimension of it’s own. But within this apparent reality it also appears that time may well have at least two dimensions – forwards and backwards.
According to Wikipedia, Newton thought of time as a dimension that is “part of the fundamental structure of the universe”, while Leibniz and Kant thought that time is neither an event or a thing and thus is not itself measurable nor can it be travelled. Einstein in his work on general and special relativity bound time and space together as spacetime, as an inseparable matrix that depends on the spatial reference point of the observer. So that time itself becomes relative to the position of the observer (hence the astronaut who hardly ages, while his family have all aged and died). Based on the Newtonian understanding of time, time is in a way, a concept of measurement of a series of infinite events in a linear sequence. While time is usualy considered to flow in one direction, quantum mechanics suggests that it may flow forward and in reverse. But I wonder, were Leibniz and Kant right ? Time is neither an event or a thing ?
These days we tend to think of the universe as 4 dimensional construct – with 3 dimensions of space (length, width and breadth) and 1 dimension of time but string theory goes so far as to suggest extra dimensions of time and space. Classical string theory, says that the number of dimensions is not fixed, while refined versions of string theory (that reconcile the demands of quantum mechanics) suggest a fixed number of dimensions. One such theory, 11 dimensional M-theory, which suggests that there exists 11 space time dimensions that are all interdependent. In this theory spacetime exists as a membrane or series of membranes. To go any further would be pushing my own capacity for logical thinking, so I’ll just leave that to the mathematicians. Suffice to say, it’s early days yet in regards to our understanding of the real nature of time.
So our modern understanding of time, seems limited to what we theorize (theoretical physics, cosmology and philosophy) and what we can test experimentally. Little in our understanding of time seems to come from the other things that appear to be happening on our planet – such as time slips, alien encounters/abductions, the opening and closing of doorways/stargates and so on. So by looking at time only through the lens of contemporary physics, we appear to be limiting what we can know and understand about time.
So back to this mornings little event (if that word is even relevant !). My wife and I both slept in. She jumped out of bed before me and I jumped out of bed about 15 minutes later. Which is not atypical on my days off. Bella sat in the lounge room checking her emails on her iPod. She yelled out that it was after 9 am and that she would have to cancel her meeting. So she called up and left a message that she couldn’t make it. I had a shower and came out. On my way to the shower I had glanced at the clock in the lounge room and noticed that it was about 9:20 am. I remember thinking that it felt earlier because I was so tired. Anyway I went into the lounge and sat down for a short while. I told Bella that we would not be able to make her meeting at 9:30 (as it takes 25 minutes to get to town). The phone rang, so I answered it. It was in regard to someone who had organised the meeting Bella was to attend. I told them that Bella would not be able to make the meeting. I conveyed what they said back to Bella. I sat down and Bella and I began talking about our day. As she had missed the meeting, she would take her time in doing the other things she needed to do. It was then that I glanced up at the clock and noticed that it was now 8:45 am. I told Bella we’d made a mistake and that she could attend the meeting. It was then, that she said she looked at her iPod when she got up and it said 9:06 am and then the she glanced up at the clock and it said the same time. Peculiar. I walked out of the room and checked 2 watches – both said the same time as the clock. We checked everything over. I had seen the clock read 9:20, after getting up after Bella. When she had gotten up it was 9:06. It was now 8:45 am. I love my showers and normally spend a good 10 minutes being very water unconscious 
. That means by the time I dried off and came out it was about 9:35 am. I sat down a few minutes and then answered the call – so that must have been about 9:40 am. The person who called her does not start work till after 9 am. They definitely don’t call anyone until after 9 am.
So as we are looking at the clock at 8:50 am it becomes clear that something odd has happened. It seems as if we have gone from 9:40 am back to 8:45 am. And it seems that the shift has taken place since the phone call at 9:40 am but it is possible that it happened before. What appears to have happened is that we gained almost an hour. We did things at certain times and then for some reason, the same time came around again and we did something different. I call this a time expansion or a time dilation. We gained time. But even these ideas don’t make much sense. This has happened to us both before on several other occasions, both separately and together. One time I think in 1997, we left our farm at 8:05 am and travelled for 50 minutes to my father in-laws and arrived at 8:00 am. Later that night when we left in the dark, a possum ran out in front of us and I had to slam on the breaks. The possum made no effort to move off in a hurry. When it finally moved, I kept driving, only to discover about 100 m down the road a large tree had just fallen across the road. When I stopped I could still hear the wood splitting. We both felt like the possum had saved us from being crushed by the tree. So this morning, I remembered this event and all day I have been really conscious of something happening to teh family – myself, Bella or Toa. I’ve been switched on to the possibility of some strange synchronicity or event but so far, nothing unusual has happened.
So here are some possibilities for what happened this morning :
Our suffering arises by our clinging to any one of these aggregates. None of these aggregates exist permanently or beyond the body or mind. When we cling to that which is impermanent, we cling to that which will always be beyond our reach. And because of this we are caught on the wheel of life and death (the Buddhist view of Samsara), constantly carving after one o f the 5 aggregates or an aspect of any or all of them.
Buddhism does not distinguish our view of reality from sense of self (the interplay of the 5 aggregates), as opposed to a purely mechanistic materialist scientific view that says reality is subjective and objective. Buddhism declares that the reality is but a projection of the 5 aggregates and that ultimate reality is unknowable.
So perhaps time distortions are an aspect of the mind ! But it may be equally plausible that time distortions are an aspect of some outer reality, that also includes the inner reality of mind and mind and matter are not separate.
Here’s a curious side note – Through my wife I have had many, many conversations with dead people. Sometimes visible, sometimes not. It’s also an ability I have but I have to tune into it when I need it, where as she has to tune it out, when it’s driving her nuts. One recurring theme that people living that other life re-iterate, is that time is different there to how we perceive it here. To give you an example, either of us can speak to someone and then there is a pause in the conversation for several minutes and when they come back they may tell us that several weeks have passed. Time can mean almost anything they want it to. And I don’t know if that’s a choice, a result of habit or that the perception of time flows according to a range if inner criteria. There have also been occasions, when dead people have said there is no such thing as time. Of course neither of these ideas are new and this appears to be a very common theme among those who claim to converse with the dead. So if time is a flexible quality or if it doesn’t exist at all, except in the mind, maybe the possibility exists that time is as malleable as matter. And we know that matter is malleable, because we have created a world around us on both macroscopic and microscopic levels. Could it be then that time can be altered at both macroscopic and microscopic levels ? And that there are alien races that can reshape time, as we reshape matter. Maybe !
Bella once saw an alien turn fire into water and I have seen part of the process of an alien race creating a soul. If aliens can reshape matter and energy to that degree, I can only imagine what they can do with time !
I really don’t know what happened today or how or why it happened ! So that’s where I am going to leave this – don’t know mind, beginners mind, empty mind !
(But I am convinced that the little parcel of time that went walk about has gone to the same twilight zone that is also eating my socks !)
You can read more about the issues discussed in this post here :
Coming up in Part Two – Metaphors for Time and the Nature of Reality.
The greatest human problem is our exponential population growth. This is the problem that all the worlds key decision makers have been trying to resolve for decades. How would you solve this problem, especially given that Earth is already past her human carrying capacity ?
There are many ideas, like man made climate change that I believe are well engineered myths but I don’t believe that the population crisis is one of them !
What would you do, if you had the power to control humanities collective fate ? Would you make a decision to cull a large number of people ? Many people accuse those with the power to effect our collective fate, of any number of heinous crimes but put yourself in their position. Walk in their shoes a while ! What would you do ?
Many of you have probably heard of the supposed false flag alien invasion that is planned for some time in the not too distant future. This is an event that Dr Carol Rosin referred to in her disclosure briefing in 2000, where she referred personal comments made to her by late Dr Wernher Von Braun. There is a great deal of hype about this so-called event and I thought I would add my 2 cents.
I do believe that such an event is being planned BUT all is not what it appears to be. Some of you will know that I have talked a little about The Powers That Be and a group I call The Architecture. In order to talk about the subject of a false flag alien invasion, I would have to first talk about who these groups are and their relationship to this hypothetical event. As some of you know I have been reluctant to go into any real detail about these groups for a number of reasons but it is an issue I will discuss in further detail at some time. But suffice to say the following in relation to the issue of alien invasion. What many people refer to as TPTB or the Elite or any number of different labels which imply the same thing is a misnomer of sorts. So what I would like to clarify is this – what people take to be the groups who have ultimate control of planet Earth (what a crazy idea that is) do not. The so-called PTB or Elite or whatever you want to call them are the 99 % of those who are greedy and corrupt in the government and corporate world, who have caused many of the worlds most significant problems. They are not and do not have ultimate control. So forget about the Illuminati, The Bilderbergs, The Trilateral Commsion and all that crap. They belong to the so-called PTB. The group I call The Architecture are the real controllers. But it is how we interpret the idea of control that is most important and this has been widely misunderstood. As well, it is important to understand that The Architecture, while separate to the so-called PTB, have minor overlaps but the critical information flow is unidirectional and in addition The Architecture has many different levels. The first two levels are composed of aliens. The third level has aliens and humans and the fourth level has humans only. In the fourth level is where you will find people from governments and corporations. But here’s the hub of the whole thing. The aliens, while guiding us gently, let us for the most part make decisions about our planet. But the alien at the top has the final say. But what we see manifesting in the world, is the result of the greed of TPTB, not The Architecture. Critical decisions are made in the second level by a small group of humans/aliens, who are over seen by 1 alien. Please read this for some clarification : http://lifeafteraliendisclosure.wordpress.com/2011/07/09/world-disclosure-day/ .
For the most part us ordinary folks make our own choices. Then normal systems make other choices. Some good, some bad, some neither. Then those in the so-called PTB make choices to shape the world in the direction that they would like. And while all of this is happening The Architecture works quietly in many different ways, to make the world a better place. At the lower levels, there maybe an element of greed and stupidity but it is totally absent in the higher levels. The aliens only act in our best interests. And here’s the thing to remember. They have always been here and a part of this solar system and this galaxy. Representative systems like this exist for every planet with highly evolved species but only poorly developed species have a system that is hidden from them. This is not the aliens preferred choice. This system works for the greater good ! But what most people see (and the people who will get pissed off by this post) is the secrecy of the so-called TPTB, not The Architecture. We are not ready as a species to know the truth they hold. We think we are but we’re not. We will only be ready when we create inner peace, peace among each other and with our fellow creatures. Then, and only then, can the entire truth be known. And that is a long way from now.
So back to the issue of a false alien invasion. There are greedy people in the so-called PTB, who believe whole heartedly in self entitlement/control and/or others who are hell-bent on an apocalypse. These are the people I believe, who seek to create a false alien invasion – so that they might :
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/disclosure/briefing/disclosure09.htm
Well, today I found out at last, what’s happened with my tumours. It seems that I now have 8 tumours instead of 4 or 5. The largest one is roughly 4 cm in diameter, with another 2.5 cm. 6 of them are just over or under 1 cm. Two things now concern me – first, I have 4 new tumours outside of the large tumour where my left kidney used to be and those are close to the spine and represent new metastasis and second, the other major tumour near my pancreas shows no sign of reducing and will become a significant problem if it grows another 1/2-1 cm. I leave work next Friday and today applied for social security, which was a really uncomfortable thing to do. I felt like I had to justify my problem, even though my oncologist encouraged me to consider the option and thought it was a reasonable thing to do. So, every 3 months I have to jump another hoop and go through a new dose of paperwork, unless I am considered terminal, in which case they waver everything. But which doctor in their right mind wants to say a patient is terminal, unless it’s clear they only have a short time to live ?
Yesterday I had a major episode after I helped Bella do some manual work for 5 hours. I was watching Star Trek, when I suddenly felt like something was trying to rip open a hole in my stomach and slice me through my diaphragm. My back was sore and needed stretching but I couldn’t move a cm. I just sat there clutching my stomach for 30 mins. It was one of the most painful things I’ve ever experienced. After a while I decided to massage my abdomen as it felt super tight and after 10 minutes the pain went away and I was back to normal. I think what happened was the combination of not having enough sleep (and the tumours secreting too much Serotonin), not drinking enough as I worked and having cruciferous veggies (carrots and brocoli) with lunch – which gave me bad gas and made me feel distended (which then triggered off another hit of Serotonin). The gas then formed a bubble in my duodenum which then began compressing on the tumours near my pancreas/liver and vice versa.
Every couple of weeks now I experience a major episode of Carcinoid Syndrome and it is driving me crazy ! I like to believe that I am a healthy person and most days I am capable of doing anything. But the chronic diareah and abdominal cramps are getting really hard to live with.
So anyway, 8 tumours and I am otherwise well. I am going to take 3 or 4 weeks off to just chill out and let go of everything that has been bothering me and then turn most of my energy to healing and reorienting my life. And that takes time. Reorientation is part of the healing and doing work I love is part of the reorientation, so I will be focussing some energy on setting up a new business. Of course I have to be carefull that I don’t get attached to any kind of outcome. In addition I plan to spend a lot of time doing all the things I would like to have done anyway. You know the old adage Why put off tomorrow what you could be doing today ?
So many people don’t understand that real healing takes time and energy. The more energy you give to other things, the less energy you have for healing. And all deep healing takes a long time. We have to be both patient with our selves and compassionate towards our selves. But some days after almost 5 years, it feels like : Fuck I’m over this – NO MORE CANCER NOW !!! And I am beginning to feel a real anger towards anyone who makes any kind of suggestion :
Do you know that if you activate your 12 strands of DNA and your 6 strands of RNA, you can heal yourself and anyone else ?
Fuck off !
Have you heard of Japanese Biloribyn Seaweed ?
Have you heard of Fukushima radiation ? Fuck off !
Have you tried visualising all your white blood cells fighting the cancer ?
Fuck off !
Why don’t the ET’s just heal you ?
Why don’t they heal you ? Fuck off !
Have you heard of MMS or ATP derived Mineral Supplements ? They can cure anything !
FUCK OFF OR I WILL KILL YOU !
I think you get my point. I just wanna do a Billy Connoly on half these well-meaning people and tell them all to FUCK OFF ! And it’s not that I’m going through Elisabeth Kubler-Ross’s 5 stages of grief (which most people entirely misunderstand), it’s just that I have been around cancer for a very long time and don’t buy all the bullshit that cancer can be cured by tweaking your food/diet or by some miracle cure. Cancer is always about the body saying no and about how we live our life being out of alignment with our deepest needs. And real healing comes about by making very deep changes to how we function as human beings and honouring the needs of our soul. I’m ok with that but I know it takes time and effort and silence. Lots of silence. Silence of the mind and stillness of the body.
The Indian toy shop owner / teacher Dadaji understood the nature of reality and his connection to God, so well, that he was able to heal anything, manifest anything and perform a range of paranormal deeds that defy explanation. Right now, a part of me is seeking that wisdom. My ET experiences have taught me that reality is far stranger than any of us can ever imagine (and I mean ever) and that we are capable of almost anything. When we understand the nature of reality, healing comes easy. So that’s the grail that part of me seeks. Not the paranormal stuff because all that is a distraction from the real spiritual path but the ability to connect with ALL OF MY POTENTIAL. The other part of me seeks nothing because it is everything and can never die. But a human being is the integration of the sense of self and emptiness, not just one or the other. So a big part of my healing is about moving into a place of total integration. Does that make sense ? No food, magic bullet diet, super supplement, Orgone therapy, ascended master play with your willy channelling crap, activation of my 12 stranded DNA (who invented that moronic crap ?) or organ tissue cleansing is going to help me to be free of cancer.
Living moment to moment, in the moment, with everything as it is – is the only cure for cancer.
Feel everything. You are of the Earth not separate. Everything comes to its own end, when it is ready. One day I will be ready !
Anonymous has upped the ante again against the US government and organizations that it deems are responsible for the real push for internet censorship, by attacking the CIA’s website 2 days ago (following up on Lulz Securities attack in June 2011 : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/LulzSec ) (as well as the FBI’s website last month and last week) and threatening to bring down the Motion Picture Association of America and the Recording Industry Association of America. According to Gizmodo.com.a, this is what Anonymous has said to the CIA regarding the website take down :
“To the CIA: We are sorry your website is down. It was not the intended purpose of our actions, however, in doing so we have created a way more significant amount of attention to a situation that goes unnoticed far too often. Six compromised servers containing child pornography are activly DDOSing your webserver.
We cannot stop this, we have no access to them, due to the fact that the network link is entirely saturated and we cannot log back in. It will stop 41.6 days after the time it began. Your only choice is to act, and have them taken offline, which should have already happened.”
Anonymous are also supporting Black March – “The complete boycott of copyrighted material” http://blackmarch.me/en/about/. How far Anonymous will go is any bodies guess ! No doubt if Anonymous is caught, many of them will spend the rest of their lives in a high security American prison (with no internet access !).
What remains to be seen is what Anonymous is really trying to do and whether the activities of Anonymous are really being driven by those who belong to Anonymous or whether there are a range of Anonymi, who are piggy backing off the name of the original group and doing what ever they feel like ? Even more interesting, is the question of whether or not there is a single person who is perpetrating most of Anonymous’s serious activities. My gut feeling is that there is a key person, some old school hacker – who knows this game very, very well. Someone who is more likely in his 40′s, rather than his 20′s and who has a very different set of motivations than his younger peers. If that is the case – what is he thinking ? Right now I suspect the CIA and FBI and NSA are working their butts off to create a profile of just such a person and doing everything to track him down, while also doing there best to track down the suckers and tentacles of Anonymous.
So I wonder, what will Anonymous do in 2012 and how will this shape world events ? Could they seriously cripple any particular group that they target ? And who might they try to cripple this year ? The CIA, FBI, NSA, The White House, Monsanto, the Rupert Murdoch Empire, the Rothschild’s Empire, Facebook, Myspace, Google, IBM, Apple, Wall Street, the WTO, Sony, FOX, PBS, Microsoft, MI5, Pine Gap, major pedophile networks, major drug trafficking networks, governments in the Middle East (including Israel, Saudi Arabia or Iran), Westrbro Baptist Church (a job already well done) or maybe even NASA or even FEMA – just to mention a few !
Of course there are those who believe that groups like Anonymous and Wikileaks are another form of disinformation run by the CIA, FBI and so on but I can’t see any evidence for that, even though I am sure that some of these intelligence groups prop up things that appear to be something that they are not. I have even seen the same kind of response to some of my posts/videos, with people accusing me of spreading disinformation.
Here is my video and I am telling you the truth.
No you’re not. You work for them. You’re one of them. How do we know we can trust you?
You don’t. But I’m telling you the truth ! How do I know I can trust you?
Why would I tell a lie ? I don’t care. You’re a disinformation agent !
No I’m not !
Yes you are !
No I’m not !
Yes you are !
Maybe you are !
Maybe I am !
It’s all pretty funny really. When someone doesn’t like something. Disinformation. Disinformation. For example – Steven Greer – who has tried hard to set up a platform for encouraging alien disclosure. Therefore Steven Greer is a disinformation agent (though he’s one of the few people who have written extensively about the subject : http://www.disclosureproject.org/docs/pdf/DDT.pdf /http://www.disclosureproject.org/docs/pdf/WhenDisclosureServesSecrecy.pdf). And then there is the example of Colin Andrews, who came out and revealed that 80 % of crop circles in 1999-2000 were man made. Rather than being met with appreciation, many hard core croppies accused him of deception. Logic goes out the window. And of course there is genuine disinformation and most people find it impossible to figure the truth out for themselves but you gotta laugh at many of the illogical conclusions that many people make.
I have a pretty warped mind and sometimes I have a strange sense of humour. Along these lines, I wonder what would happen if Anonymous mated with Billy Connoly and John Clarke ? If only that were possible. They could solve the world’s inequities in a completely different and original way ! Hackers in masks, could hack some one bald or hack someone’s pants off or give them a stiffy in public ! Anyone share my head space ? The only reason I would be Anonymous would be because I was too bloody embaressed to admit that I was the thief who fell out the window of the house I broke into and ran down the street with my pants falling down, while being chased by by a granny with an umbrella, who was trying to poke me up the ass !
“New Bill of Rights” – well that would get my attention if I was an American !
PS. This video is fake – made to make a point about what gets discussed publicly and what does not.
(Take note of the comments regarding Lincoln and Kennedy – chuck in aliens and assassination means something else and note : it forces you to become a blogger or a hacker to be creative !)
http://www.gizmodo.com.au/2012/02/anonymous-explains-cia-takedown/
Are we being Hawkwinded ?
More to come ??? Ha, ha, ha !
Hey folks – just a quick request. If you have not already participated in one of the above surveys, please do so. I’ll do an assessment of the latest results in a few weeks but I need more participation to make it worth my while and statistically valid. You can find the survey links on the right of this page under the support tab. Each survey takes about 5-10 minutes.
You can read about the last set of results from the Alien Disclosure Survey here : http://otherworldyencounters.wordpress.com/2010/03/29/results-of-disclosure-survey/
Thanking you all,
Bright.
